Ex Gf Day

Today. A special day.

In summary: The Car Ride, Cycling, Stopping by Bedok Jetty, going to Burger King for a meal, Sitting by the Bench at East Coast to talk, Dinner at Saizeriya, The Dropoff.

The Car Ride:
Hi J, its been a long time. Glad we're going out to East Coast Park today. You're late tho. We were supposed to meet at 12plus. Its 1plus. Terrible.

Stopping By Bedok Jetty:
We talked about.. Your results, how you've been doing, your friends, plans after graduation, graduation trips and if there are any new guys coming along. Hmm... Recently busy.. Following the plans of friends.. "Im a very good follower!"

Burger King for a meal:
We shared a meal cause it would be too filling. We had Iced Latte. Talked about more things.

Sitting by the Bench at East Coast to talk:
We talked about, any girls in my life? Any guys in yours? Share leh? You know them for a month approx. We talked about the past. What happened? Nth apparently. It just didnt feel right. True, and you didnt drop the bomb the right way, which I deserve, true. We agreed. Good. Your family is different. Your mom only asked if you are still going out with me.. Then I asked, when you dropped the bomb, was it the end? You said yes, we were both confused. So I asked again, (putting my hand upon your shoulder) Would I ever get to hold you like this again?

No.

Okay, lets go for dinner.

Dinner at Saizeriya:
We had cheap italian japanese food, over which we discussed the payback rate of my SMU fees. I am Thankful. You paid for the meal, after I paid for the days' expenses. I am impressed. You also gave me a belated birthday present. A pen. I am impressed.

Walked to the car:
Wanted to hug you for a last time. Mission aborted. Arranged to meet B, and you kindly sent me there.

The Dropoff:
Me "One last thing to ask you"
"?"
Me "J, did you enjoy yourself?"
"Yes ah"
Me "Okay.."
       "......."
       "Can I hug you before I go?"
"Why leh"
Me "Yin1 Wei4 Wo3 Nian4 Jiu4" (because. I miss the past.)
"Okay"
Me "(Emotionally overwhelmed)"

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Talked to B.
Move on? Get J back?
Decide, and move.